Arrival in Milliways

[thelizziebennet]

Uh.

...This isn't  her advanced quantitative research methods classroom. 

It's bigger, for one. Fewer desks for sure. And there is a distinct lack of other students. 

Not that the place is empty. Far from it. It's pretty bustling, for a room that has replaced a small classroom in one of the oldest buildings on campus.

But the patrons do not really resemble her classmates. And Lizzie wouldn't exactly call all of the customers human. And then there's the view... (Lizzie's not even facing the Observation Window. All she sees are stars. That's more than enough.) 

Lizzie swallows hard and sinks into a conveniently located chair. 

"Uh." 

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[kitchen_maid]

"Hmmm," Amy says. "Well, if it's any consolation, which it may not be, as you and I have only just met, I suspect most of my older sisters should have said the exact same thing about me not too many years ago. And I haven't done so badly for myself. Or with getting along with them, lately, though we are pretty scattered these days."

Which may help.

[thelizziebennet]

"I know. She's really young. And she's the baby, which makes it even tougher - so you must be too, I guess. And she has plenty of time to grow up."

Lizzie sighs and looks at her lap. "I just - I worry about her, you know?"

[kitchen_maid]

"Yes, of course.

"We worry about the people we care about."

It's just a thing that happens.

[thelizziebennet]

Lizzie smiles. "Exactly. And when I say that at home, my mother tells me not to. Because Lydia is fine, just young. My older sister understands, but she has enough on her plate already."

Her smile dims a bit. "One of those things, I'm sure, is me. It's what older sisters do, I guess."

[kitchen_maid]

"That I have noticed, if only from the younger-sister side."

Older brothers worry, too, really.

"Sometimes, I think that's the other part of caring about people. Letting them worry about you."

[thelizziebennet]

"And maybe the opposite, too. Learning when to worry and when not to," Lizzie says, thinking it over.

"Caring about people gets pretty complicated sometimes, doesn't it?"

[kitchen_maid]

"Yes. But I don't think I should like the alternative at all."

Which is good, really.

Foe the entire Kingdom.

[thelizziebennet]

Good for the Kingdom and, because so many people seem to agree with Amy, for the human race.

"It sounds lonely," Lizzie says. "I definitely prefer caring about people. Even if I do worry."

"Do you do this a lot?" she asks, turning the subject to their current situation. "Welcome newbies?"

[kitchen_maid]

"Not as often as I used to, but then, I don't spend as much time here as I used to, which is not a reflection on this place and more a reflection on having a great many other things that require my attention."

Four children, a husband, a palace full of courtiers and staff, and the rest of the populace, to start with.

"But you're hardly the first person I've met when she'd just come through the door for the first time."

Amy pauses for just a moment and then adds, "You can still see the door you came through, can't you?"

[thelizziebennet]

"It shows. You're really good at it. I'd be freaking out still if it weren't for you."

Lizzie looks around her. "Yeah. It's just sort of...hanging out over there."

In the middle of a booth. Huh.

"That's good, right?"

[kitchen_maid]

"Well, thank you," Amy says.

"And, yes, it's a good thing. But if it ever vanishes on you, don't panic. It happens, sometimes. It's called being 'Bound.' It happened to me, once, but eventually the door comes back. I was told that you wound up Bound when there was something you needed to learn here. And some people it never happens to at all."

[thelizziebennet]

Thanks for the warning," Lizzie says. "I definitely would panic if that happened and I weren't forewarned."

She mulls over Amy's statement about "something to learn."

"What did you need to learn? If it's not too personal a question," she hastens to add. Because while she doesn't quite understand, any kind of lesson learning might be private, she supposes.

[kitchen_maid]

"I learned that there were better ways to deal with problems than running from them, and that I was capable of more than I knew.

"They have been very useful lessons, really."

[thelizziebennet]

"I imagine so," Lizzie says. "I wonder what my lessons would be. How not to procrastinate? How to get a real, grown-up job after I finish school?"

Those are the things most on her mind at the moment, but they really aren't the most important things she needs to learn.

So many lessons to come, Lizzie Bennet. So many.